My kids

 I have kids.

But I don't know how to show them I love them.

I don't know how to express my love towards them.

It's because I never trust mother's love.

I never....in fact I hate anything related to mother's love.

Does it exist?

However, 

When my kids cry, I cried.

When my kids hurt, I felt the pain.

When my kids smiles at me, butterfly grew inside my tummy.

When my kids hugs me...I don't want to let it go. 

When my kids is sleeping, that's when I felt so much in pain and sad for laways scolding and get agry with them 

I guess....that's mother love is .

Unexplainable.